| 000001113 (playedout) | 447 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i just wish if only i could forget bout u now that i'm attached. but everytime i receive an sms frm u. i feel it's so hard to let go of what i shared with u. i may have been just a fling to u. but u were definately not a fling to me. wish i could turn back time. 1 wrong step caused me so much sorrow. if i had done things differently, would everything still remain e same? i loved u. gave my all to u. but i just got hurt in return. while u just went on hopping into bed with different girls like, god knows, every other day? do u know how much that hurt me? u knew i was in love with u. yet u refused to tell me that u knew. n that u didn't feel e same way. what sort of lame excuse is this? saying that u feel guilty that's y u stood me up everytime i asked u out? u said u wanted to cheer me up. pull me up frm that dark hole of pain that i was sinking deeper into everyday. but u pulled me to e top, only to push me back further in still. what do u mean when u say u're happy that i'm attached but u will always be there for me physically? do u mean sexually? cause if u do, i'm not interested. i don't want to be interested. few days back, u told me that u don't know if it's love. i can tell u straight to ur face, between u & me, we both know it's not love. stop lying to me. even if u're lying to urself. |
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| 000001112 (hugs) | 450 hugs (hug) | comment |
| can i ever have him bakc in my arms permanently fr good? or is he going to kip on playing this hide and seek wid me? |
| 000001111 (hug) | 394 hugs (hug) | comment |
| im lost! i love him so much but we are impossible!.. being wid him is like my happiest moments in life.. cuddling next to him in movies.. but both of us are attached! goddamn! why does this hav to happen everytime im attached!! |
| 000001110 | 437 hugs (hug) | comment |
| I took the wrong step from the start. I knew he was playing along but I played along too. Now I'm in it, and he's in it too. The truth is, he bluffed me hes divorced, but I found out they r living together and back together. But its too late for me to leave him nw cos I'm already into it. Each time he can't meet me, he would come up with lies. I'm so tired. But yet week after week he treats me better n better. Maybe he's juz using me for sex, but I still choose to believe that he does already have some feelings for me too.. Everyday when I go to bed, I wish I dun have to wake up the next day. My ex died and why is this guy doing this to me? Why can't he tell me the truth? And why can't I just get away from him? |
| 000001109 | 435 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i want to be free...... |
| 000001108 | 433 hugs (hug) | comment |
| you can't blame me for being angry after what you've done. don't talk about me being heartless when you yourself don't have one to begin with. |
| 000001107 | 430 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i have always deserve better but i chose to be with you yet you have to say those things to me while im recovering. have you no heart at all. indeed you never helped me at all to be better. thru these trying times i can definitely say youre not the one to help me at all. no sad its not you. |
| 000001106 | 433 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i suspected it even before the break up, with all the sudden changes happening in you, the cold shoulders, i knew...but what i don't know is why? Maybe i tot too highly of you. who would have thought that i've been going out with a bastard in a veil. and what makes it even worst is, i never knew your past when we were together, but suddenly now i have people coming up to me telling me what you really were. should i believe these people who claimed they knew you before me. to me you must have made them really angry for them to tell me all this. did you even deserve the respect i've showed you. you didn't even shed a tear when you walked out. thank you for showing me how worthless i am to you after all these years. thank you for wasting my time. i hope one day all the hurt that you have given the people you've crossed path with, will all come back to you at one go. |
| 000001105 (:() | 412 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i dont even know what is going on in my life now.
the one i loved the most went for some other person.
and they definitely look happy together.
he told me to confess whatever i feel, but and told me he knew how i felt all along..
den why still be so cruel and force me to say that i like you?
act so lovey dovey infront of me..
i dont know how long can i take this anymore. ): |
| 000001104 (elnise) | 386 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i loved him so much..
stood by him and cheered him up when he is sad..
but yet he got himself a gf and was loveyu dovey in front of me.. tell me.. how can i stand this?
im starting to feel like im not alive. |
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| 000001103 | 543 hugs (hug) | comment |
| I don't think about you, because I won't let myself. |
| 000001102 (Z) | 648 hugs (hug) | comment |
| Sometime I just wish that I am not part of this world and sadness will not fall on me. |
| 000001101 (ally) | 555 hugs (hug) | comment |
| maybe i'm just too narrow-minded. Why can't I just open my heart and be happy? Why am i jealous? I think of u as a best fren & sis but when i c u with someone else i feel jealous. Why?! Sometimes, i'm just afraid of opening up too much in case I get hurt. I rather close up and be in my comfort zone...dun want u to feel sorry for me. |
| 000001100 (Zero) | 561 hugs (hug) | comment |
| I should say that the pple (New Staff) here are getting bossy each day. Can still command me on what to do.... wah liao... I have been here for donkey years man. Am really piss off by this new people, now its really that I must say Goodbye to this company. Now I am really determin to leave this company already. No point staying with pple do not also appriciate you, boss you around which your surpose to be more senior than them. |
| 000001099 (:() | 645 hugs (hug) | comment |
| she got bf....... |
| 000001098 (Zero) | 661 hugs (hug) | comment |
| So piss off by pple who just take credits from me. It seems like she have been taking credit very happily. One fine day she will fall and relize, so just BEWARE DEVIL! Dun just stick you nose around and pretend you can do lots of things but by actual fact your not as capable as me. So just get lost..... |
| 000001097 (angst) | 679 hugs (hug) | comment |
| a roller coaster ride of emotional ups and downs have left me but an empty shell unable to comprehend love or affection anymore. the single most important pillar of my life has crumbled, the result is a troubled, wavering fragility on the brink of collapse. sometimes i contemplate on what i did, other times i wonder what i did not do. i am like a solitary leaf, caught on the raging currents of the river rapids, never knowing what my future will hold. |
| 000001096 (torn) | 711 hugs (hug) | comment |
| from the moment i laid eyes on you, i was in lust. it was such a random meeting, but i went back again and again just so i could see you. I made a few invites, and to my surprise, you accepted. Now that you're not so cute anymore, I'm surprised I still have feelings for you. Maybe I've moved on beyond lust. We're brudders now, but am I in love with you? In love enough to risk everything that we have now? I really don't know... |
| 000001095 (me) | 638 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i love you..but u manipulated my love.u used me. |
| 000001094 (letmego) | 685 hugs (hug) | comment |
| You may think i don't notice don't get a bit hurt by what you do.I ask you to please think of
What i've done to you. Please search inside and let me know. If i've done something wrong i guess i'll go.. Far hidden.
Never to be found
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| 000001093 (DoubleOseven) | 748 hugs (hug) | comment |
| Dear Kenneth,
i still feel sad. I do not know how long this sadness will lingers around me. Some mornings when i woke up, there's a lousy feeling... coz i remember that ya gone forever. =(
August is here, chinese 7th month. Im never a believer in supernatural. But just in case there is, please gimme a dream. Tell me what can i do for you. Tell me anything. Just meet me.
Forever your friend n bro,
Mxxx Lxx |
| 000001092 (want to die) | 797 hugs (hug) | comment |
| last nite i attempted suicide but failed. now i feel so sick in the stomach and head. i dont want to live anymore.life sucks to the core. i dont believe ppl would actually do this to me for their own benefits. i confided in him i feel so miserable. oh god i dont want to live anymore |