| 000001157 (Xakep) | 378 hugs (hug) | comment |
| I've been living a double life and nobody knows about it. I've been hacking and using other people credit card money to shop and stuff like that, never got caught yet but i feel really bad about it. I did quit doing all those hacking credit card stuff but i'm doing other hacking stuff, breaking my own computers up for example... I think people dislike me when they hear about such things, some singaporeans will go like, yah if u r so good then bla bla bla... They just dun understand... But anyway, not that i need them to understand me, I started hacking when i was 16 and broke into web db to get all the credit cards and stuff... sometimes i read about newspaper how great these hackers are because the hackers are caught... and i was thinking, if they are so good, why are they caught in the first place... people just dun understand... anyway, i just want to write out my thoughts and i dun think anyone knows how a hacker thinks, much less comment about me, coz the usual response will be like, if you're so good, then why bla bla bla... all crap... anyway, staying anonymous is cool, never been caught after so many years, but i have changed for the better now, since i dun have to worry about money anymore... life's good and just wanna forget my past. |
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| 000001156 (girl) | 365 hugs (hug) | comment |
| you make me really happy. i think i like you but thats gonna be a secret which i will carry into my grave. |
| 000001155 | 359 hugs (hug) | comment |
| Just tell him you don't ever want to get married... |
| 000001154 (Choking) | 340 hugs (hug) | comment |
| How do you tell yr bf you dont love him anymore? |
| 000001153 (Loser) | 428 hugs (hug) | comment |
| Sick of yr ugly face, bad sense of style, bad breath, lame jokes, stupidity, trying act all handsome, trying to be so cool, trying to be all that you are not. Sick of you. So sick of you. If only you know, this is how i feel ha ha |
| 000001152 (Tired) | 397 hugs (hug) | comment |
| tired of working, tired of living. suddenly no strength. If there's a choice, I wanna stop everything i'm doing now. My mind is in a mess. What's ahead of me? I know I need to fight but I'm not fighting. I'm walking jus becos I've to walk. What am I doing? Tired. Really tired. |
| 000001151 | 433 hugs (hug) | comment |
| I believe i m suffering from depression. Serious depression. My mind is filled with suicidal thoughts each day. It was never this serious. Even if things dun go well last time, even if I do think of suicide, i never really thought much abt it. But this time round, I know I've reached my limit. I can blow up like a volcano very soon.. very soon. N when that happens, I duno wat I will do. I might take a knife.. and cut myself, or do something drastic to someone. |
| 000001150 | 402 hugs (hug) | comment |
| I quit my job cos I could no longer concentrate after knowing him. He caused so much agony and pain in me that I could no longer live normally. Everyday was spent thinking, is he cheating, is he lying, or is it true about what he said? My whole mind was about him, and i finally quit. It took 1 wk for him to finally wanna talk to me after i broke up with him. Although I'm glad he's not ignoring me now, things have changed. I'm so sick of his actions. And its making me really frustrated. Yet I dun wanna lose him. I can't do anything well at all! My mind is full of him!!!! Yet he prob dun give a damn about me! |
| 000001149 | 366 hugs (hug) | comment |
| I'm scare of luv, can u believe? Yet there's someone I like in my heart but whenever he's near I can't face him even though i long for him. Circumstances don't allow us to be together. . .But why? Why do I fear of luv when I've feeling for you? |
| 000001148 (betterthannothing) | 390 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i say lets move on and i let you go. seeing you leaving me, i was desperate and once more hopelessly in need of your presence in my life.
but stubborn as i was, i refused to admit me liking you anymore, and i tried to be happy after we separated. i know its almost impossible for any reconciliation, but i wish upon it each day till my birthday, you told me we can be friends still. i smiled, i am glad, for real, this is the first time i ever felt happy after a breakup.
still my heart bears a longing pain for your return. |
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| 000001147 (ally) | 405 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i told myself i must forget u bcoz this is getting nowhere. jus dreams of being with u...it makes me feel so alone esp when i c couples evrywhere...doing absolutely anything together.i tell myself u fetch me for coffee tt day bcoz u were jus my fren, u pose with me as if we're a couple bcoz u jus wanna play around, i tell myself u waited with me for my bus bcoz u were jus a fren who wanted to protect me...but that is all. and now, i jus dun feel like talking to u bcoz i noe u r jus not interested enough to talk with me. i dun want to be near u. esp last sunday when we're in the same room together and we jus din talk at all. u can say hi to any fren but not to me...i can't & don't want to face u. |
| 000001146 (101010101010) | 384 hugs (hug) | comment |
| when u r ugly, people treat u like rubbish. but when u r pretty on the outside, ppl treat u like a princess.
n unfortunately, i born under the ugly category type of ppl where guys go for looks when it comes into relatnships. i hate my life somehow. i jus wanna feel loved. is that so hard to understand?? fcuk my life! |
| 000001145 | 373 hugs (hug) | comment |
| why do you burden our lives with your misery? if its your life you have to sort out do it instead of throwing your hurtful remarks on others. because of you, we have to suffer. if you are not grateful of our existence, we can just go, no issue. we have tolerated enough yet you still be so tyrant. im so over this. when will ever this day be over. |
| 000001144 | 440 hugs (hug) | comment |
| I don't want to live to regret the choices i made.... |
| 000001143 (Babe) | 423 hugs (hug) | comment |
| Im still waiting for the day i noe that ive made the right decision. |
| 000001142 | 423 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i am still not me infront of them but i rather be myself but i think i am still not used to it. but its been a few years already yet i cannot express myself clearly. there is more to me than meets the eye. i am a jumpy happy girl but with ppl i am not used to. i get all quiet and reserved.hmmm why ah.. |
| 000001141 (gal) | 396 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i m out of spore. but i still miss u. i m getting married soon, u r still in my mind. 2 yrs we stayed together, those were beautiful days. i asked myself, do i luv my bf?i dunno. but, he is the man in most women dream. i m proud of him. but.. why, why would i still miss u? how long will this last? damn. |
| 000001140 | 353 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i'm lonely |
| 000001139 | 358 hugs (hug) | comment |
| I told him, if he still wanna see/talk to me, open the windows. When I got thr, it was shut, but it was raining heavily. I was so angry with God, I shouted in my car. Never have I shouted so loudly b4. I said, "WHY DO U BRING ME TO THIS WORLD BUT ONI TO MAKE ME SUFFER? U ALREADY TAKEN AWAY THE MAN I LOVED MOST, HE'S DEAD AND HE'S NOT COMING BACK, N NOW U ARE DOING THIS TO ME!" I wish God will bring me back too.. When I m sad, I tend to bite my hands. Bite until it's red. N i'll cry... |
| 000001138 (00200102) | 374 hugs (hug) | comment |
| Marxist Government.......... |
| 000001137 (fuck) | 369 hugs (hug) | comment |
| Singapore a marxist nation |
| 000001136 | 361 hugs (hug) | comment |
| she doesnt seem to be out of my mind, from the time i wake up till i close my eyes, she is everywhere i go. it's kinda ridiculous to think of someone who bearly remembers you. this may be a crush again, but I havent been feeling this way for a long long time. Anyway i did send a message to her through pages like myspace and friendster kinda thing but she didnt reply yet which i think she wont reply too. my heart kinda felt a lil heavy and thoughts raced through my mind. gosh. just reply a "i think it's not very convenient" will be good enough. at least i know there isnt a need to wait and there is no chance at all. sigh. |
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