| 000001311 (2012) | 330 hugs (hug) | comment |
| Faith, Thanks. I saw him the other day. I realised I had moved on without knowing. I don't feel a thing when I saw him. I do not know why am I still missing and sad? Why i could not accept someone new in my life again? I am caught in this dead space... I love him so.. yet he seem so vividly.. |
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| 000001310 (2012) | 287 hugs (hug) | comment |
| Scare to Death, I guess you better see a doctor. It is hard to accept. I was near cancer diagnosis once too. Now there is something in me too but I do not dare to check it as I don't have him by me. That time, i hide from everyone with my blood coughing and bleeding and so on.. I even wanted to leave him and he got to know the truth of my distancing and he told me to stand strong for us, at least for him. I went for all series of tests. Eventually, I cleared all. Now, I had a growth too. It was said to be cancerous, I did not want to check it further as I wish God will take me now. Life is too hard without him and I wish I could leave this world. Everyone is a sinner and it is hard to accept illness. Why don't you try it and then choose not to fight the cancer battle? It could be you are wrong and still as healthy? Giving up without trying is a fool. I am sure you are a smarty! For your love, go get it check! |
| 000001309 (sinner) | 273 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i just watch pics porns....lots of it...variety kinds...les, teens, group sex...everythiNg!!! on my frenz computer... i feel so dirty.... i wanna change...but cant help it, i'm addicted to porns!!! :( every one's a month. i need help...seriously... |
| 000001308 (scared to death) | 281 hugs (hug) | comment |
| hey faith.... thanks for your encouragement... but i'm really scared....wat if its too late..? i'm really scared i will die now...too many sins to retrieve...too many things i've not done in my life...i'm only 21.. :( i noe ppl says "truth hurts"...i'm not ready yet... |
| 000001307 | 334 hugs (hug) | comment |
| My gd friend says that he likes me. But he gives me mixed signals. Sometimes he signals "I'm just your god-bro" other times "I like you" HELL!!!! I am so confused and I don't want to end up confessing to someone who ultimately has no feelings for me. |
| 000001306 (faith) | 288 hugs (hug) | comment |
| hey 2012,
i know it hurts like hell now. but i can tell u if u're going back, things will be still like hell or perhaps even worse. i understand that u can try to forgive but i really dont see the point when he dont feel remorseful at all.
please! for your sake, dont dont dont relent. once u r over this stage, things will get better. i suggest that u go n search using internet on how to get over a failed relationship. thats wat i did. i think they're useful. what you're experiencing now is common and i've been thru this stage as well. sometimes, i also cant jump out of the circle. many times, history repeats itself again and again. i hope u can really be strong and stand alone at this time and get things over n done with. i know waking up every morning is a torture to u as well, that heartpain etc. i realy understand. but please, treat yourself a little better cuz u deserve someone so much better. |
| 000001305 | 293 hugs (hug) | comment |
| just had an argument with gf, went back to her 5 mins later, apologized, tried my best to reconcile with her.
but why, why why does she refuse to talk things out with me. im trying my best, but she justs doesnt want to solve things. im tired, so tired. its killing me. she apologized just this afternoon about her lousy char etc etc which lead to many arguments and now it happens again tonight. its not my fault, or more accurately its not ONLY my fault that there is hostility and disagreements but why is it that its always me that's apologizing and going to her groveling and trying to solve things? maybe its time to end things, r.ships do take their toll. sigh it hurts. |
| 000001304 (2012) | 280 hugs (hug) | comment |
| Faith, Thank you for the encouragment. I had been telling myself that for one year. I tried going out with other guys but I could not. My heart no longer beats, no longer work. I live on the fact that he is 'dead' as to be alive. i almost took my own life when he flaunt to me how great she was when they declared they are offically together. The other girl had been pestering me since they got together. I did not even scold her, no lecture to her, no comments to her and neither had I bothered or talk to him since their union. I was trying to walk out from this but everything is making it difficult. I wish God could take my life now, to end this pain. Sometime, I wonder am I punished? Was I the bad one and he is taken away? I saw him through school and all the way to uni. When he is doing good, his lust got the better of him and we ended. Now, I am leaving this land that I loved to end the suffering. I know there is no place other than his arms to take away this pain. I prayed to God to let the pain be reduced and removed... but it did not happen... Why.. I miss him so much, I wish he will return. I wish he will call me up soon to ask me out again and apologies to me. I wish he will return and we can work it out. It is not possible. that girl is younger and hence more charming than me, even ordinary people will know that fact. I wish I could let go.. but I had not. I got to know since I got back and all the memories flood me with sadness.. I wish God will take me away and heal me, heal my soul, heal my heart. |
| 000001303 (faith) | 283 hugs (hug) | comment |
| pubis69,
I think it's better to give her a name, status if u love her and not just about the sex... In dat way, things will last longer. isn't it. =) |
| 000001302 (pubis69) | 292 hugs (hug) | comment |
| Its been over a year now. I have been having sex with our maid. We are both obsessed with making love to each other. Wife doesn't know.
I lust for our maid, she is attractive and has large wonderful breasts and thick pouting lips.
Wonder how long this physical relationship will go on... |
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| 000001301 (faith) | 309 hugs (hug) | comment |
| juz turn17 gal,
life is short. do the things which will not leave u any regrets should anything happen to you (of cuz not). even if its rejection, at least u have expressed your feelings. |
| 000001300 (faith) | 302 hugs (hug) | comment |
| 2012, im sure you deserve someone better than him... move on happily alright. Wish u all d best! |
| 000001299 (faith) | 296 hugs (hug) | comment |
| scared to death, do go for a checkup...
dont be scared anymore. God will be with you. =) |
| 000001298 (scared to death) | 314 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i think i have cancer....
but i'm too scared to go and get medical check up.... :(
i'm scared of dying...i'm not ready.... |
| 000001297 (jo) | 274 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i need a job!! |
| 000001296 (miserable) | 262 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i am so in love with you...you said u love me...but u dunt want anyone to know bout us. Is that love? u said u care....but u wont even reply my msges...u said u wanted to marry me...but ur status is Single in ur page! that hurts like hell!!!.... |
| 000001295 (juz turn17 gal) | 298 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i lyk diz guy who is 3 yrs older than me.well we are going to meet at soon and i tink its the last time we are going to meet before my results. i want to confess to him and say that i lyk him but i am scared of rejection. |
| 000001294 (lovefool) | 291 hugs (hug) | comment |
| why is he inflicting me with the worse kind of pain ive ever felt? why wont he respond to me? did i do something that was so wrong? all i did was love him.. am i not good enough? why did he leave me.. i feel as though he stabs my heart over and over and over again just to watch me suffer in pain.. do i really deserve this?
do any of us?
i need to escape |
| 000001293 (2012) | 319 hugs (hug) | comment |
| The day had came to an end, spent the whole day missing him again. I had lived on for a year bravely, or should I say 'denial'? I put on a brave front to be happy, cheerful and confident, just to prove to you I had always been that beautiful and confident girl you once fall for. You said I had aged and turn haggard. Said I was fat and I do not look into my image. Goodness how many of the girls out there look like each other and presented like 'stick insect'? I saw your pics too, you had aged and is balding and seems to be getting fat too... You weren't the one I fall in love with. Sadly, my heart denies.. I am now back in Singapore, soon I will be leaving and giving up my citizenship. This is a place i love so much.. our memories.. the place i grew, the place i was born. For you, i give up on this land and the people of this nation. Do you know I wish you will call me up soon? Do you know it will be our first child's death anniversary end of this month? It is our child, the child you swear upon whom you and I will have him again when we are much stable financially. Now? Others envy that I am earning well and so are you. Guess that girl must be really happy and enjoying life with you. Do you know I still willing to go through hardship with you? I miss my heart and my soul... for you, i change into someone whom i do not know too. I miss being yours. i miss being your honey.. i miss being your best friend... do you know i wish i could die as not to feel this pain? I know we could no go back anymore, you have her and I have nothing but memories of you to continue to live on till i breathe my last... Can i find someone again? Can i still love? I wish you tell me you are sorry for all these hurt and kiss away all these tears. You said you will lose me anymore but you let go and held another in your arms... I wish i could call you again, address you as my husband to be, to love you with what i have. I do not want to be like her, to split things up, to make life difficult for you... I want you to be happy and i will be contented. I miss you.. do you miss me? i know i am fat and ugly now..do you know i am living in pain? do you know it is so painful i wish i could die and not know what happened? I wish to say i love you again but who am i? we promised to be strangers...where is the H that i had been calling for years? where is he? my heart.. my painful soul... |
| 000001292 | 288 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i hate my life because i still love you and behind my laughter and smiles, I am so lonely and broken....
I hate you because you never know what I truly feel |
| 000001291 (2012) | 300 hugs (hug) | comment |
| It has been a year since I announed my engagement with him. He was seeing someone while I was in oversea.I was carrying our 2nd child and it was a 8 weeks pregnancy. He said something that hurt me greatly which I decided to leave him. Despite the break-up, we both struggled and still keep in contact. I lost our child again due to unwell health. Till one day, he did not reply me anymore and upon confronting him, he is with someone now. I was not sure if that was the 3rd party but I do not blame her. She is still young but instead she was flaunting to me about them on all my websites. I did not confront her but I wrote to him and he never said a single thing. Sometime I really wonder does she knows he still seek for another and a better choice? For this matter, I left Singapore and did not dare to return,as the hurt was really great. I still could not return but my heart still yearn for him. I had to put on a brave front but deep down my heart still cries and I still miss him badly.. I know he is no longer the man i loved and he is gone.. I still love him and i wish he knows. I wonder how he could moved on so fast? Was those 10 years being with him were just foolish act? I miss being in his arms, had he forgotten his promise to me? To wipe away all these tears with his kisses and to be holding my hands till the last breath of mine? There are guys who are after me but no one else could make my heart beat again.. I feel like I am a living corpse where my heart is no longer with me and no longer alive... |
| 000001290 (pranky) | 321 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i love my girlfriend, but i got fined $50 by her today.
we went dinner together and we wanted to take a shot of ourselves using her cam phone. i took the shot and delete it the moment i saw the pic, i look real fat in it, with my whooping double chin bursting out of the camera. she got real angry because i deleted the pic, she claimed its her phone and she have all rights to keep whatever is in it. she got angry and left home alone leaving me and her parents eating together. i got a sms slightly after that, "you are charged $50 for deleting my property without my permission, clear your debts else don't talk to me, and i will not talk to you.
When i got home, i transfered to her and went to her and apologise again. she remained cold, i'm just feeling more and more tired of being a clown, always have to act cute and cheer her up.
Yes, its my fault for deleting her stuff, but seriously whats the big issue? i'm a guy and i seriously dun see such a thing as important. why girls like to kick a big fuss over minor stuff?
Is money the only way they can make the guy feel a pinch and repent? |
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