| 000002499 (A) | 44 hugs (hug) | comment |
| I could only let you go in the end, after all my endless tries to hold you back. I just couldn't try any longer. Because, we weren't what I thought we were. |
| Sponsored Ads |
|
|
| 000002498 | 44 hugs (hug) | comment |
| sometimes its not because you dont love him anymore, but because you cant love him anymore. letting go when you're still so in love with him and so used to him, is the worst thing on earth. no matter what happens in the future, just want to let you know that i really love you. |
| 000002497 (Ry) | 47 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i feel too tired.. too tired to even cry.. |
| 000002496 (CherryJane) | 51 hugs (hug) | comment |
| I feel so unwanted. :( |
| 000002495 | 47 hugs (hug) | comment |
| it's gone.. rejected soul again after 31 years on earth : |
| 000002494 | 63 hugs (hug) | comment |
| It's horrid..I've sent out the confession note to you but yet to hear from you. the waiting time is unbearable! or maybe you won't even reply me. ): |
| 000002493 (abcdefgh) | 51 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i MISS YOU! and i can't help but LOVE YOU! (: |
| 000002492 | 47 hugs (hug) | comment |
| had a really great day today! had lots of fun and i really enjoyed myself tremendously! all because you are here with me today. yesterday i was so pissed off with you. but today everything went on so well.. im afraid that we will be going to different schools. i dunno what will become of me if we went different schools and gradually lost contact. im scared, really. you're all that i need and i've never regretted giving my all to you. |
| 000002491 (amortalheart) | 49 hugs (hug) | comment |
| hey girl, u called me brother. & i knew our friendship had gotten close. i cared for u and im happy when i could help u thru ur pain. we really care for each other. but lately u`ve hardly acknowledge my existence. u only come to me for help & disappear when you dont. we used to communicate more before. what happened? even now i could understand ur pain and helped you, but why cant u noticed mine? :( |
| 000002490 (zeroShingma) | 43 hugs (hug) | comment |
| soon it going to be a new year again..for the past 20 year...i review myself as a failure...every year or every day i make mistake..i keep regretting..even today..i have regretted wat i had done just now...for that moment i wan to do it so much..but the next moment i regret wat i do...damn life.. damn me...
i thk god will nt forgive me.. n will ignore any wish i have...
i hope my rest of my life will go on well and nth bad will happen to me...
and i hope i will do thing rite again...n i there is one more thing i need to do n i will do it with my remaining courage..
wat ever outcome it happen i will face it n accept it...~! |
| Sponsored Ads |
|
|
| 000002489 (heartalmostdead) | 61 hugs (hug) | comment |
| Hello, I had always wanted to tell you how I felt but there just wasn’t any chance.
- You always seemed so indifferent. You would go missing in action for a while and suddenly appeared again. The waiting was painful.
- I didn’t know if I was just a companion to hang out on Saturdays or you viewed as plainly platonic friends.
- However, I truly enjoyed the happy times spent together but I just didn’t know what actually went through on the mind.
- I always thought the feeling was mutual but I just could not seem to get the right signals. Perhaps I was too fantasized in my own dreamland and read too much into it.
- I didn’t know a lot of things about the mystical you but somehow I felt the close connection and the level of emotional understanding.
- I am a straight forward person and I know you are usually non-verbal but when you did talk or action, they were in riddles. I was confused on how to move on.
That was why I made a decision to keep away last October. It was a very painful and regrettable one but I had no choice as I also had a personal health reason and a family problem to drift away. I had wanted so much to share back then but I just didn’t know if I could. Yes, life still went on for the last year but it was a struggle for me even till now.
I asked myself what was the purpose in writing this message.
- I saw the passing on of three relatives in the recent month. I saw how much regrets and pain my loved ones went through with so many misunderstandings.
- I did not want to live with regret again after the hasty decision made last year. I did not want to waste time and go through that emotional struggle again.
- Life is short and unpredictable. I know that this message may not lead to any positive outcome but I just want my heartfelt words to get it off my chest for the last year or so.
If you have already moved on and found someone, or if you think that your feelings have faded and everything is too late, or if you feel that I have actually just read too much into this very simple friendship, just remove me from your world, so that you can be out of my sight completely. I am sorry if this message has disturbed your otherwise calm and happy life and can only wish you all the best. Perhaps more time will really heal everything on my side ultimately...
- If you choose not to reply because of the above reasons, I can understand.
- I am not even sure if I have the courage to face you if we were to see each other someday because I’ve never gone to this extent before. But please do not tease me.
- I hope you can understand that I really pluck up a lot of courage to pen these inner thoughts.
|
| 000002488 (CherryJane) | 52 hugs (hug) | comment |
| this was meant to be nothing more then cuddling partners and shit, now look what we've done? Please text me back. Please, please, please, please! Stop avoiding me. I really miss you. Please come back, I love you. |
| 000002487 (Ronny) | 59 hugs (hug) | comment |
| Lord...forgive all my sins right now..i know i did many wrong things, many stupidness, many unapropriate action, many disgusting things. Lord, i hope that this christmas could be a very special, wonderful and saint moment. And i hope that You forgive me and all my sins.I want to live purely without any sins. Lord, this is my desire..I don't want to be addicted in some bad action... |
| 000002486 | 49 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i sent you 3 sms and none were replied. are you playing the missing game again? why are you treating me like a toy? are all those feelings that i had in the past all fake? you gave me hopes and then you turned your back on me. why are you so cruel? it seems like you hate me so much, or else why are you playing with my feelings like that? i dont even know what ive done wrong to make you treat me like that. if loving you is a mistake, then im sorry. it just cant be helped. no matter how many times you broke my heart, i always forgive you. but what do i get in return? your betrayal yet again. i know im going to have sleepless nights from now on. even if you wanna end everything, cant you just tell me so? its only polite to do this isnt it. dont keep quiet and leave me hanging there, at a loss. please, spare me.. |
| 000002485 (Jav) | 48 hugs (hug) | comment |
| today's Christmas eve, and she's decided to leave me alone. Mths ago she volunteered to accompany me when she noes i've been spending all my festive seasons alone, then weeks ago, she said she's busy BUT she can make time on the 25th, and days ago she just said sorry.
I'd confessed to her tat I like her and she did not reject me. She says if she noes a guy likes her, she will reject and just ignore him but for my case, she says she will consider. And she kept me waiting and waiting, and finally, till the end, she did not give me an answer. Just leaving me in the air.
Stupid me for being a fool once again. After an 8 yr fishing game, I tot I'd learn my lesson, but i decided to give love another chance. Some gals are just "hookers". Hook guys and play with their heart. Saying things like if i'm nt with him i will be with u to lead u on. Or, just hanging u there and when u ignore her she just keep sms-ing u to give u hope and to keep u there.
Isn't there just any nice pleasant gals out there? I dun think my expectations are high. A fren says its high, but all i want is just someone who looks pleasant to me, dun have to be the most babe kind (come on, looks are impt to anyone, fark the shyt about "looks doesnt matter" kind of lies), and someone who cares for me, wise, kind and reasonable.
Is it too much to ask for? yes.
Fark the world and all the hookers. |
| 000002484 | 41 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i text you and was waiting for your reply the whole night. yet in the end, what did i get? i received his text instead. seriously, i dunno what you are up to and im getting so sick of it. now all that has happened made me wonder if you would really keep your promise and go out with us next week. even if you dont, i guess its expected.. im your gf, yet the comfort i yearned for comes from him not you. what a joke |
| 000002483 | 45 hugs (hug) | comment |
| all the little things that you do makes me feel so loved. im so glad i met you. even if we are going to different schools next year, even if we arent going to keep in contact anymore next year, i still love you the most. |
| 000002482 (Jav) | 47 hugs (hug) | comment |
| I'm always there for people. But when I need one, nobody's there. Instead of the pathetic time I have with my buddy to share my problems, he sacrificed that time to rush his GF's present for xmas. And he sees her everyday. Whereas I only get to see him like once every 2 to 3 weeks for a few pathetic hrs. Life is pathetic. Work is pathetic.
I've been played like a fish on a tension rod by a gal i liked for 8 yrs. And recently, another one. And i'm gonna farking spend xmas alone.
It wont matter anymore as I'm going to end everything and take a long lazy nap on the 31st.
Gd bye World... |
| 000002481 | 37 hugs (hug) | comment |
| shameless to be taking money from your own wife. tsk tsk |
| 000002480 (Father) | 47 hugs (hug) | comment |
| No shame on you. Taking Money from your own Wife! My daughter is stupid to marry you. |
| 000002479 (Shin) | 46 hugs (hug) | comment |
| I swear No more porn, no more her, no more magic...
I Swear upon this shoutwall.com site...
i swear~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
| 000002478 | 52 hugs (hug) | comment |
| i dont like you to call me dear when im not your gf. i dont like you to say love you when im not even yours. i dont like. i feel super disgusted and super turned off by you. you are just a stupid flirt and i hate flirts. please just get off my back! and stop texting me every single day! its getting on my nerves. |
shoutwall time: 5:41am Sep 05 2010
link to us. copy n paste the following text to create a link that opens automatically in a new window to shoutwall.com, like this:
