Da basah... Tk tahan argh! Mcm nak cium je dia. Nak peluk peluk. Nak duduk atas dia. Nk isap k**** dia. Jom la sayang....

And so I sent him a greeting on cny..he replied and I'm happy. It takes so little to make me happy, if he only knew what he does to me. The greeting I sent is a forwarded one, it's ironic in a way..because I realised later on..the hidden words I long to tell him are embedded within the text. It's one long message but if you read between the lines, you'd read the words I want to say.. In life we can't always say the things we want to say, sometimes it's up to the person to hear the words..

2 ana last 4 digits hp's number 4258,if u're reading this we would like 2 inform u we'll give u a week 2 return us the $30 that u told us 2 top up 4 your prepaid if not we'll tell your telco 2 suspend your line we treat u good yet is this the way u repay us?we give u advice when u're in trouble in your relationship,we really regret knowing u we shouldn't help u in the first place!u cheated us our kindness,after returning the money u can forget about SMS us anymore,u're such a bad girl when u need help u come after us then u chuck us like a rubbish chute.we want 2 warn u,quick reply our message!

I'm touching my cock now. Fuck that slut who go hong otjer guys. Jf fuck you.

I think I am a bisexual, and my parents have a hard time accepting it. They are also unable to accept I like both girls and guys and I currently like a girl. My mother has tried to matchmake me with another guy but I don't like and don't want....

happy chinese new year to you. 新年快乐

I told my teachers I'm fine. When they asked me whether i had suicidal thoughts while cutting, I said no. I was lying.

2 my godbrother & your family,i would like 2 wish u 龍年快樂、萬事如意、身體健康 wish your children 學業進步!

祝賀每個人龍年快樂、身體健康、萬事如意！

omg i really hate my working place, i think the organisation really sucks and cock up, always finding fault or the staff mistakes when they got so many things to improve themselves! My manager who is the same with me, is far more worst! doesnt mean shes the manager, she can do anything like taking up all the morning shift when my collegues and i have to slog out our energy thru out the day! better still the place im working at is open everyday until 11, something due to closing we would end ard 12! She put me almost everyday night shift and these has made me see my family less. Thats okay, but when come to my collegue changing shift or taking holiday, shes okay with it, but when it comes to me, there's always a prob! like today, it was supposed to be my off day, but i had to work 6-11, and so i asked her nicely can i off tmr, since my nephew is in the hosp and ive yet to see him my busy schedule, and her replied was it was last min, i cant and its a hassle to update hr, omg im so fcking pissed off! i wish i just can shoot her. im done, ranting pheww i feel better nw.

2am already I'm not sleepy yet,I'm still wondering should I SMS u part of me wanted 2 forgive another part wanted 2 forget every little thing about u?ever since I know I felt happiness till the day I supposed 2 celebrate my 21st birthday,u were caught red-handed by me with 2 nude women in bed.my whole heart & dreams have shattered into little pieces,all these while always thought u're my first love that we'll be together but I was completely wrong 最深愛的人，而是傷我最深.after that I lost my appetite,now I've lost confidence in guys who promise me will give happiness.u're the cause that bring down my hope..:(

有人说看那个人一直在听什么歌能知道他的心情是什么。。但到底有没有人会知道我的心情是什么呢。。最想知道的还是她会不会了解。。

世上怎么会有像她那么不要脸的贱女人。。。 一再的被拒绝后却一再的纠缠，甚至还不停的发恶心的性幻想和自慰的电邮。。。 我不风流也从没有过女朋友。我的风流朋友们都不逞遇见像她那么贱的，为什么偏偏是我？？？ 真是倒霉到漏屎。。。

So im back here once again. feel like shit. boyfriend over-reacted and got angry with me and walked out from my home today. he didnt come back even after i called him and begged him to come back. i was left crying and wailing my eyes out, but he didnt care. he says he loves me, but seriously, which guy leaves his girlfriend crying and depressed and walks away? I really dont know what to anymore, feel so depressed and lonely with no friends.

I damn bloody want to hit on girl who are sweaty and wearing FBT shorts. ARGH SO DAMN HOT HOT HOT

I don't know why I do have temptation 2 seduce certain men,I know its wrong as I'm a girl.I'm craving 4 like touching each other but no sex or blowjob just basic touching & licking.If I were 2 do,I can get very wild this mind of thinking really makes me very wet.Pls help me,I just want 2 be an simple ordinary girl!

i hate my uni life. life sux! so many deadlines to meet and so many assignments to hand in!! FYP is suckin

It's quite ironic in a way. The first word of his reply is "Ya" etc etc. Does he know my nickname here is "Ya" and if he ever stumbles across this one day,he'll know how much I really do still like him. Don't want to scare him or give him unnecessary pressure..but I really long to ask, is it possible? Is it possible that we could be together someday? Still feels like a dream.. Don't keep me hanging on..I wish to know, I wish I could ask him. I have never liked someone this much. I never felt this way before in my life. If I knew I stood a chance, I'll go all the way to win his heart..If I don't, I'll rather give up now... Part of me tells me to be rational, it's never going to happen. Yet, the believer in me wants to keep the faith...I want to be there, I want to be in his life..I want to be someone to him. Sorry but I just can't help feeling this way...

It's so funny how one person can make or break your day. I saw HIM today. It made my day. I think it was God's doing..it was really Fate..I couldn't have planned for it to happen, even if I wanted to... When I saw him, I was in shock..we went up to him..my friend went up first (honestly if I was alone, I probably wouldn't have had the courage to do so), and he was nice enough to come and sit next to us to talk... I have wanted this to happen for the longest time ever, just to see him. I'm really very happy :) I miss him so much, it still feels like a dream to see him just before my eyes. And I texted him after that..he replied :D Actually after I sent the text and waited for a reply for 10min, in my mind I was thinking..he's not gonna reply and it's a sign to give up. And then his reply came in at that exact moment. I don't know if this is God's way of telling me not to give up, just as yet. I'm smiling like an idiot to myself whenever I read his reply and recount what happened when I saw him. I really like this person...is it too much to ask for? I wonder if he saw through me, if he knew I was nervous and shy..whenever he's around. I know I'm ordinary and he's out of my league but if I could ever have the chance, I'll be the best person I could be..for him. I still feel the same I did, exactly how I feel years ago. Except that right now, I've alr grown up and I know what I want in life..I want to settle down with someone like him.. But I don't want someone like him, I only want him... Don't know if I'm being plain persistent, but it's just him I want in my life. At least for now... No one else will do..

i stop replying u not i dont miss u and like u anymore is because i just want to reduce the hurt to the lowest. cos i know u will stop half way also....

extremely extremely angry with my stupid fucking upstairs these few days weather is hot already yet they're making he'll of stupid fucking nuisance noise!hate it wonder is it they did on purpose?fuck!fuck!fuck!

i really miss it!!!! but everything have change..... i know my name will never come out in your life again..